MeggieGal

I Carry On (Intro/verse 1) Take your chances Jump off that cliff Hope that love grows strong Like it did with me. I'm still here But it's not always clear What I am waiting for Am I waiting for you For something to good to be true Or am I waiting to heal? I'm shattered Picking up the pieces That you left Behind you As you walked out that door And down that road I saw that our paths differed Leaving me to go alone But I, (chorus) I will grow strong, though I give into pain. I, I carry on, I will survive and see another day. (verse 2) Though my heart, Once it was yours Now it is shorn And stands alone I walk m

new places strange faces where do I fit in will I be in the crowd or on the outside looking in?

an outstretched hand, a smile of welcome with the hope of a new friend made a brush off is had the hope wiped clear short answers small smiles no encouragement what was done was I not good enough do you think I'm crazy not worthy of your time all I wanted was a friend someone to whom I could lend a hand time and time I tried again to gain acceptance only to be turned away a puzzle has arisen what do you have that makes me come back for this cruel punishment your smile your laugh I do not know but I wish I was not under your power I could be free to fly away seek a friend, another place but my shackles hold me tight

when I wake up in the morning your arms surrounding I feel the warmth of you as if we are not two but one you kiss my hair I wonder where I found a guy that makes me sigh in contentment you walk outside and I could cry the room is cold as you are sold gone to another bidder no late night cuddle I have to muddle through the fog of another day and I while the time away watching stupid soap operas your christmas present a half moon crescent sits under the tree to you from me in case you come back love is painful love is kind that's what they said but if love is kind then why did you leave?

Told you can try but that you will fail that you can never do as well as others but you're angry you want to fly not fall from a nest to your death so you flap your wings build up your strength until you feel ready to try again you hop to the edge and don't look down you flap your wings a couple times get up your nerve and start to try will you fall or will you fly? it is up to you to decide.

February 6, 2000 My search has spanned the entirety of the races. I have searched the whole world, every nook, every shadow, every pocket of civilization. I have made circuits around the globe, gone north to south, east to west, large land mass to islands. She is nowhere. I begin to despair. Am I meant to remain alone? God knows that I am monster enough to deserve this fate. The things I have done to preserve my race have not been pretty. I am called prince, but underneath the exterior lies a cold, hard man. I do what I must. I do not have to like it, killing those who pose a threat, or have already caused harm, to my race, but someone mu

July 30, 1973 It is time to return to Court for awhile, and return I have. As always, the newest of the Court females have been flaunted in front of me in the hopes that perhaps one of them will be the lucky ones. I hope not. I don't think I could deal with a woman who constantly needs frippery and useless things.   The Renswark and his mate are coming tomorrow for a visit with Mother and Father. I am happy to report, even if it is only to a blank piece of paper, that the alliance between the shape shifters and the Fae remains strong. Perhaps I shall return with Damien and Elaine, who is in fact one of our own, and make rounds throug